Goodbye My lover.

My feeling is so diffrent then before, like you I really do, but then also I know all the things you did and that make me think that maby this is the best for now, i will always remeber you, your smile, you eyes, you cute face when you have that energi at 6 in the morning, Your blue walls in your room, your famaily, Your bed, and i will never forget how you made me feel. I know it wasent perfekt but god made so many obstacle in our way. So how could it be perfekt if we havent walkt over them get. If we would do that then i think we could bilt something beautiful as you said, but you also said that you never let me go and you did so i cant belive your words but even do they will always be somewere in my heart, You made so mutch so easy and so hard at the same time. You did so many things that hurt me and still i`m writing this. That have to mean something, maby that you are special. i hope that some day we could be friend like we were becuse even if i can`t have you as a lover I want you as one of my friend. Goodbye my lover. // Karolin