Goodbye My lover.

My feeling is so diffrent then before, like you I really do, but then also I know all the things you did and that make me think that maby this is the best for now, i will always remeber you, your smile, you eyes, you cute face when you have that energi at 6 in the morning, Your blue walls in your room, your famaily, Your bed, and i will never forget how you made me feel. I know it wasent perfekt but god made so many obstacle in our way. So how could it be perfekt if we havent walkt over them get. If we would do that then i think we could bilt something beautiful as you said, but you also said that you never let me go and you did so i cant belive your words but even do they will always be somewere in my heart, You made so mutch so easy and so hard at the same time. You did so many things that hurt me and still i`m writing this. That have to mean something, maby that you are special. i hope that some day we could be friend like we were becuse even if i can`t have you as a lover I want you as one of my friend. Goodbye my lover. // Karolin

Good or bad I can take it.

Today is a day that i would call a day of thinking. You are coming home today, from you trip. And i really dont know how to akt. It`s been almost a month sens i saw you and i have been thinking alot. Like why dident you call if it ment so mutch? Why did you just started to akt like a nobody? You give me 2 different sides of you, some days you are wonderful and you show me that you really like me, You take me home, to your famaily, you let me have dinner with you, you introduse me to pepole that means so mutch to you and you even kiss me infront of them. But then now and before you were leaving you stared akting werid and when i askt you said that you only had a bad day, okay but this was kind of a long time. You told me you were afriad to get in to a relationskip but thats arigth almost every guy is like that. But dont blame me for that, you started the hole thing and maby i`m not here for you to finish it. Ì mean why would i wait for someone how akt like he care one day and then another he dont. I`m not wort that kind of skit, you need to think and then say. I like you now but I also now that I can`t like a persen that make me sad and hurt. Cus that is what you did, you hurt me. If you just could talk to me, tell me your feelings, so that i could understand whats going on in you head. I can read your minds you know. Just speak out! Good or bad I can take it.